Unbearable Agony: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with severe discomfort around one eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records propose bizarre treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a